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A neverending journey on a search to find myself,
Never being one to ask for help,
So internally I’ve dealt with many struggles, Walked away from many puzzles, ‘Cuz the voices in my head I haven’t yet learned how to muffle
Gained wisdom which in turn becomes my muscles
What’s the point if I remain inside a bubble?
No longer a need in being subtle,
Hit the runway like a shuttle
Swear I’m aiming for the stars once the pilot hits ignite
Take flight and for once not in my dreams
Like a butterfly with very brand new wings,
Notion has to settle that my mental can surpass through any level,
Very capable of soaring once I’m finally in the vessel
It’s the getting there, Underlying fear
Of my being to succeed it makes me scared
And I can’t control it,
But I give my best attempt to get a hold of it
Up and down then up again,
A neverending pogo stick
Growing tiresome,
A burden on my legs
Like I wanna stop but something makes me stay,
Confined to the pain
‘Til I finally find the strength to break away,
Come to find I’m losing steps
the more I gain
What’s wrong with my brain??
Get a hold Tre, pull yourself together
A good pilot I’m gon’ land despite the weather
I’m striving for better
Slight delay but it’s better late than never,
Or some other dumb cliché
Searching for the sunrays
Torn when once I find it
Cuz the image I envisioned beautiful but makes me blinded,
No closing my eyelids
Time is of the essence, but I still continue stressing,
Vocal point is negative instead of counting blessings,
Still I feel as if no one can hear my message so I travel by myself with little friendships,
Align it with fences,
Pick and choose to whom I let
through pass the guards,
Posted up because I have a fragile heart
Enough scars, don’t need anymore wounds
Problem is the slightest pressure makes a bruise,
Hanging my noose,
Or in the process, pick through what is nonsense,
Stop myself before I end up in a fatal consequence,
Don’t get it twisted love my presence on earth,
But sometimes I get engulfed by all the hurt,
No option to turn,
Lack decisions, searching for my wisdom,
See it in the distance becomes clouded in my vision,
Come to find, in fact was never blind
Mighty dark but light was there entire time
Eternal the sunshine
It thrives even in an emo mind,
In a land where only strongest survive,
Trust I’ll stay alive
Sometimes life will throw you a wrench,
Key in turn’s to use the tool to make a bench,
No more pondering about events thats never been,
Unless the thought portrays the girl to win,
If so, let the story begin…
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Verse 1
I done sat amongst the rain, felt the pain begin to pour
As the flooding took a reign, so emotions I endured
Started yearning for a change cuz my soul was growing sore
Another endeavor, another closed door
So I’m back at square one again, need a fresh start
Not tryna sit here wonderin’ bout people’s empty hearts
And the fact that I have one that’s way too big,
Take and they take, all I know is how to give
Such a shame to see a poor soul, pockets so rich
Lead them to the water, can’t make ‘em wanna fish
So when others say fuck it, me I’m going all in
Bring on the buckets I’mma turn it to a win
Not the type to sacrifice a man down, ask how?
Because I’ve awoken my eyes are wide open
And if you know it, no excuse to act ignorant
Finally reached the day where it’s ok to be indifferent
Verse 2
A sky so gloom from a sky so blue
Mind state doomed, ensue monsoons
Thunderous booms, click clack shatters
Lightening cues, hearts go patter
And I’m questioning why does it even matter?
Chitter and the chatter follows after
Then of course there’s a quake,
Right as you start to think there’s a break
Take a couple more shakes,
Nightmares even when I’m awake, so tell me
I should focus on the positives
Instead of being hopeless, entertaining empty promises
Tell you what the problem is…
Well I would but I don’t know…
No boat in the middle of the ocean
As I try to stay afloat and accept the fact I’m broken
Feelings are greater the moment they are spoken
For this reason have a gate that never opens
Requires a code that hasn’t been wroten
Verse 3
Hard to see the sun when it’s trapped behind a cloud
Even harder when it stretches on for miles
And the only thing you’re craving is to smile,
Talkin’ bout that feeling deep inside, genuinely worthwhile
Got expressions and contentment of a child
Innocent, and naïve to what life has up its sleeve
Unaware of the disaster that it brings
Others like to watch, scheme and plot
Take it from your neighbor
In the end we’re all we got so how can you deny a favor?
Still they do, willingly ignorant to the truth
More me, less you, no interest trading shoes
Maintain a tunnel vision,
Always playing victim doesn’t get you any wisdom
So I suggest that it’s best we keep our distance
I reek of silver linings, you’re what causes my existence
I’m excelling to a place that is lifted
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Verse 1
Sometimes, not even looking be surprised at what you find
Rare diamond in the mine, brush it off to see it shine
Covered up, so with time increased the pressure
Wondered when it’d see the light,
More and more appearing never…
Lo and behold, the tragedy unfolds,
Constant catastrophe, eventually it grows old
The catharsis, Tre becomes a marksman
Sniping all opponents that will dare appear a threat
To the moments that I’m holding
Not yet broken, or a mess…
Mind the culprit, kneeling on the pulpit
Imagine if we started out as equals holding one wish,
But we aren’t, so my mind is like a guardsman
Who’s lethargic, letting those who harm in
Not anymore, see the giant has awoken
Mightier than Thor with a vision that is focused
Its been in front of me but finally gets noticed
Hook x2
One side pulls, go with the force
I’m a victim of my own thoughts
Had enough of content with being lost
So I triumph over all of my thoughts
Verse 2
Might sound strange but every day begins a battle
Just to make it through the day without feeling like a coward
Better yet not to feel the inner rage
Constant state of frustrate but keep it off my face
Flip a coin now I tower over Everest
Fill the void that’s been hiding where my head rests
Living for my betterment instead of my depression
Easy walk until you find your feet cemented
Mental needs replenishment, beverage won’t suffice
Going down this road again I’ve seen so many times,
Cycle ensues, a neverending blue
Searching for the green but can’t seem to find the hue
Beyond dazed and I’m miles past confused
But it somehow also makes sense, tackle down the anguish
No more self-destruction, hit the timer on the bomb
Tre’s a little stronger, ‘nother day to carry on
Hook x2
One side pulls, go with the force
I’m a victim of my own thoughts
Had enough of content with being lost
So I triumph over all of my thoughts
Verse 3
They say walk a man’s shoes, I say live in one’s head
Only then could understand all the madness,
You see from my vantage,
I’m a savage being captive by the sadness,
Turns to anger so internally I ravage
Downside is depressive but the plus is when I’m manic
Catch me high amongst the trees, as I dangle from the branches
On top of the world a surge of strong power
Brain that’s working with me, speaking words that will empower
Channel is set, the frequency is tuned
A mind that is wrecked can always be renewed
One day at a time, for me more like the minutes
My naivety’s increasingly forsaken me a cynic
Not that I wanna be, nothing like a wannabe
Always been myself
Problem is that person bothers me
Fighting myself and this match is for the belt
And I’m making sure the winner won honestly,
No more of the mockery
Hook x2
One side pulls, go with the force
I’m a victim of my own thoughts
Had enough of content with being lost
So I triumph over all of my thoughts
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Verse 1
Don’t have to say it, I could see it on your face
Just your presence is my warm escape
Don’t need the jewels, never one for luxury,
Knowing that you trust in me is more than all these bums can see,
Not no puppetry, talkin out my own mouth,
Would hide it back then, but dammit I’m all grown now
Wanna see you smile, know it’s me who drives you wild
Game of scrabble, lost amongst the battle,
Thinking you should throw the towel, better think again
More than lovers we’re the best of friends
The ying to my yang, boom to my bang,
No mean to insult but Pinky to my Brain,
Not because you’re stupid, quite the opposite in fact
When combined it’s like you strive where I lack…
But it’s more than just a word
Feeling so resplendent,
Drawn in by your aura I just find it so refreshing
Hook x2
Baby, I ain’t afraid to say it
Heart’s in good hands cuz I promise not to break it
And you give what I deserve
It’s that special four letter word
Verse 2
Not too many who I often can connect with,
Might be friendly but fall short at making friendships,
You’re the exception, practice no deception,
Yeah I got G, for you it stands for genuine
Often hesitant when speaking how I feel,
Not on the fence, I’m just tired of catching bad deals
Lost in the field, withered is my shield
Cuz the battle’s everlasting so don’t get a chance to heal,
Yeah I’m damaged but we both have flaws,
Long as you can see through mine, the way I do yours
And we may argue but can’t fathom parting from you,
Plus we both know, it’s me who’s always logical
Tissel and tassel, feeling oh so magical
Never get enough of you so never on sabbatical,
Don’t need a rest, what I need is to confess
You’re the culprit who has stolen my chest,
Little more, nothing less
Hook x2
Baby, I ain’t afraid to say it
Heart’s in good hands cuz I promise not to break it
And you give what I deserve
It’s that special four letter word
Verse 3
I ain’t perfect, told you that from the jump
And you made it perfectly clear, it’s me you still want
But my guard always gets the best of me,
Like my heart’s always in a game of hide and seek
When it’s caught, often ends in remorse
Long nights, deep thoughts
Wondering where I went wrong,
I don’t wanna have to feel it again,
Cuz it grows tiring of always playing pretend,
But you’re a gamble that I’m willing to place
Talkin’ all bets in, got my heart at stake (what else)
Turn my cowardness to brave, the spark to my flame
I’ll stop now cuz I could go on for days
Just discussing how you put me in a daze,
Can’t cease to amaze me with your ways,
Drawn in upon your gaze,
Feel connected every single time we lay,
You brighten my day,
I can’t find the words to really explain…
Hook x2
Baby, I ain’t afraid to say it
Heart’s in good hands cuz I promise not to break it
And you give what I deserve
It’s that special four letter word
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Verse 1 Tre-L
Go and do it, pull the bullet from my blindside
Stuck within my spine creates an emo state of mind
Thought I lost my sunshine, found that it’s eternal
Use my rhyme book as a journal cuz the thoughts begin to curdle,
Spoil my mental by a toxin called hurtful
Hit ‘em with the circle circle, followed by the dots
But the cooties still attract to me despite number of shots
Decide to quit cuz for a minute I forgot,
That’s all this was, well to you it was a game,
I decide don’t wanna play
So you get mad and walk away…
But when I follow then to you becomes a problem
Expecting me to sit and wait should never be an option
‘Cuz I won’t do it, now it’s time to prove it
Think the girl is stupid, you’ve been watchin false news clips
And only so much a levy could take,
Until the pressure gets too much for the gates
In turn walls break as the flood takes over
Can’t control my actions, an arm without a shoulder
All I wanted was a shoulder,
At times gotta sacrifice to get beyond the boulder
Hook x2
You lead, I’ll follow
Even if I end hollow
Memories of you and me post dated for tomorrow,
Erase it from my mind,
Search for too long and overlook the sunshine
Verse 2 Base Bronson
Now if I lead and you follow, I’m making it right
There may be no tomorrow so I’m thinking tonight
I’m gonna cop us a bottle, some Henny on ice
And we could sort out our problems, and that’s just a vice
My dude told me I should dead it, I should take his advice
Nah we don’t get it in, all we get in is fights
You ain’t cookin no dinner and you dimmin the lights
It really don’t get me mad, it just get me to write
So I picked up the pen, but to no avail
For sure I failed, so I guess it’s over, well
You was tryna give signs that were shown in brail
Got your ice box on cuz it’s cold as hell
Now, what am I to do about the circumstances,
Forgave me before but I earned them chances,
You came back for more, what a hurt was granted
Thinkin bout the past, that was so romantic
Ha! That’s old, get over it hon,
I know you liked it when I cared but I told you I’m done,
You probably think it ain’t fair that we really ain’t there
But you need a thoroughbred, I’m showing you one
Hook x2
You lead, I’ll follow
Even if I end hollow
Memories of you and me post dated for tomorrow,
Erase it from my mind,
Search for too long and overlook the sunshine
Verse 3 Tre-L
You decided first so I countered out of spite
Thought it made you clever, now your presence I despise…
Keep on pretending that you’re right
As I’m stuck in disbelief, cuz I never would believe
You would treat me with deceit and not expect for me to speak,
Let alone to deceive me at all
Supposed to be the same team, purposely dropped the ball
Nonetheless that was final of the straws
Attached to the camel’s back, but the package broke it
Lack of focus, only focus on what’s missing
Reached a point where I’m tired of that vision
So heading on a mission, no matter what the distance
Destination to a place that always glistens
Didn’t wanna turn my back but you refuse to listen…
Just like I refuse to give in
Everything is crashing down, gotta switch the viewpoint
Time to hit delete since you already made your choice,
Need the best yet consistently deprived,
Stuck amongst the darkness for a minute but survived,
Final decision’s to return to sunshine
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Hook x2
If I don’t see it, why should I believe it
Start to feel sluggish but I mustn’t feel defeated,
If I believe it, know I can achieve it
Despite the weather know the sun is beaming
Verse 1
The brightest day on earth but it’s covered by a cloud,
Keep truckin’ feet don’t feel now…
A lot of obstacles always come inside my optical
But turn a smile from a frown
These clowns be tryna play me,
I’m talkin on the daily
So who are you to blame me or ask why I’m sippin Bailey’s
Constantly tested, enormous mounts of stress
Still feel blessed, tension always leaves my chest
One foot then the next, then another
Never ending struggle, a leopard in the jungle
Close to being done but missing pieces of the puzzle
Tre is off her leash again, who took the girl’s muzzle?
Honestly I try don’t let it bother me,
Know there’s silver linings but to find it, well that is the key
Trust believe I’mma do my very best
One, two, take a deep breath…
Hook x2
If I don’t see it, why should I believe it
Start to feel sluggish but I mustn’t feel defeated,
If I believe it, know I can achieve it
Despite the weather know the sun is beaming
Verse 2
‘times it feels as if I’m in a never ending pour
I will overcome the storm
Through the frightening nights of lightening if need be I’ll endure
‘cuz the girl is gonna soar
So never mind the detours or roadblocks in my way
Solid path I’m busting through barricades, throw in the grenades
On a rampage, but only if it needs be
Otherwise collected, cool, calm, and breezy
Different levels and my peddles seem to lock up
Throw the bike aside, I decide to climb my way up
Get stuck, it’s aight to take a break
Approach differently with a refreshened mind state
Given the timeframe, I will arrive great
Rather be on point than live my life as a timeslave
So if I, remain positive
Start to feel like Optimus
Set out on a mission I ain’t finished til I conquer it
Hook x2
If I don’t see it, why should I believe it
Start to feel sluggish but I mustn’t feel defeated,
If I believe it, know I can achieve it
Despite the weather know the sun is beaming
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Verse 1
Eternal the flames, no shortage or gain
In a current state of apathy, well wait let me rephrase
Couldn’t care less, when once I cared more
Now fearless, mighty lion hear my roar
Hear your words, the same words I heard before
And you say it with sincerity but scarcely seem to prove it
So my third eye watches warily, preparing for the ruin
Call you my Brutus cuz you helped apply the bruises
Call me a sucker, I mistaked your lies for trueness
‘Nother lesson proven, tell me how I can decipher
People who are genuine from downright dirty liars
10, 9, 8, counting down til words expire,
And seems with you, not a doubt they always do
But strategically, you scheme on me, believe it must be true,
A major issue that I’m having with your character
Don’t say what you don’t mean and I won’t feel I’m made a travesty
Hook x1
Tell me you care
How much you changed
If you don’t follow with your actions than your words don’t mean a thing
Verse 2
Nice words I eat ‘em up, but with you I stiffen up
Cuz the passion that you say them with my blood begins to rush
Starts flowing from my chest, then directly to my head
And I’m suddenly reminded it’s not words you really meant,
Game of chess, you’re still focused on the king,
But it’s not a game of checkers so I’m capturing your majesty,
On a tangent cuz my mental was so damaged,
Now I’m wavy as the breeze, in the tropics blowing hammocks
Ship has landed so please find your nearest exit,
Now held up by a menace who’s content not having friendships
And I’m the type who’d rather love instead of fight,
But for some reason seems to only keep on leading me to strife
Searching for the comfort so it’s hard for me to muster,
Up the words to say I heard but it’s equivalent to a gutter
Tell me to believe you, like a fool I always try
But no longer are you leading the blind
Hook x1
Tell me you care
How much you changed
If you don’t follow with your actions than your words don’t mean a thing
Verse 3
Any time that we converse it only makes the matter worse,
Cuz you tell me what I want it’s like you have it all rehearsed
Funny thing is that I don’t remember askin
You to passify my wishes like you’re capable of magic
Straight savage, think it through before you speak,
Then you won’t think I’m dramatic when I tell you not to talk to me
Throwin words as if you never learned their value,
Deep meanings but you’re standing in the shallow
Saying that you mean it for some reason isn’t good enough
Tell you that I had enough cuz actions never follow up
And I’d be stupid, rather I’d be more dumb
To consciously subject myself into your tainted kind of love
It isn’t worth it, can’t seem to find a purpose
Defies the sense of logic to engage in this ordeal
It’s a one side slide, only ends in my hurtin
No one deserves this so its time to pull the curtains
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Things don’t have to last forever to be perfect,
Tell myself as I’m defining what is worthless
Better by my lonely since I keep attracting serpents,
So I call people my homies because friend seems too permanent
‘Least to me, can’t control how I think
Paranoia tells my mind the world is out to get me
I believe it cuz it damn well feels like it
Got a heart too big, something like the coward lion
And we all know what happens to the giants,
The greater that you are, seems the harder that you break
It’s the pain that follows after that’s too much for me to take
So keep the wall up, surrounded by the gate
Mental’s in a rage, trying not to let it reach my face
Smile tightens as I’m asking how’s your day
Yeah keep talkin, rather listen than to speak,
Even when it’s my turn the words don’t come easily
And who cares? Answer there is no one,
‘less your name is silly Tre who happens to love all ones
Even those who only seem to make me hurt
Tried to turn emotions off the button never seems to work
Going berserk because the voices in my head returned,
‘nother lesson learned, but I learned it once before,
So to answer if I followed it requires no applause…
And so of course use a pen to air my thoughts
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Verse 1
Funny, lesson learned but I thought already learned it
In a world picture perfect, know what lies beneath the surface
If it were, would’ve known you were a serpent
But I would still be me so wonder would I have the courage,
To halt the tracks, or to stop before it started
Now I yearn to have you close, like one’s home is where the heart is
Its ironic cuz I know we’re well departed,
But can’t wrap my head around it, so sifting through the carnage…
A neverending venture but I swear I think I’m nothing without you
There’s something about you,
That brought the best inside of me out, without a doubt
When you’re gone sky’s nothing but clouds…
Turn a smile from a frown but right now I’m feeling gloomy
Out of mind but still in sight
Won’t you brighten up my life like your sunlight,
I said brighten up my life like your sunlight
Hook x1
And I need your lovin, like the sunshine
Verse 2
Back to square one, can’t fix already dones
But still looking for the pieces like a mouse searching for crumbs,
I’m refusing to succumb
Cuz I know what I deserve, and the girl is far from dumb
Progressively declining, we’re a walking oxymoron
Yet our energies attract, like a neutron to a proton
And I hate I can’t control it,
What’s the point in tryna fight it when I damn well know it
Please one more dosage, I won’t ask for anymore
Give me light and then I’ll close back the door…
Carry on a little longer so my bones get stronger
And my love grows fonder, even though it’s from a distance
You’re my source of energy, no you I lack existence…
Like the Popeye to my spinach
Or the mushroom to my Mario, now ensue your cameo
Back into my life before I end up going comatose
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Verse 1
Lone warrior in a land of fallen soldiers,
Climbing over those unloyal, live to see my actions foil
Walk alone, tend to do so by choice
Aim to be heard, yet afraid to use my voice
Make no sense, character has defects
Damn if I don’t know it, who the hell are you to point it out??
Insecurities on top of my doubts,
Combine the horrid thoughts, daydreams of being lost
In the darkness of the forest, hear the wildebeest roar,
Wake up Tre, time to fight anxieties
Pushing closed the door again to demons locked inside of me,
Rather enclose than to release
Holding to my last breath, tell me when it’s safe to breath
Eyes open, focused on the token
Bridges well broken, words never spoken,
Tell me when I’ve woken to a land that is golden
Hook x4
Wake up you were just starting to scream
Is it me or is this dream just a neverending nightmare?
Verse 2
Stay patient, anxiously awaiting
Mind keeps escaping, searching for a Graceland,
Nah Tre’s land, island all secluded
Yearn to be included but my heart can’t take the bruises
Best defense is not to let them on the field,
Wearing down my shield, please help me stop the screaming
Could tell that this is real because it feels as if I’m bleeding,
Talking internally, this is an emergency
No amount of surgery so leave me like the hermits be,
By my lonesome, jot another poem
Fix another cold one, drink until the snow comes,
Sun sets on my side, never rises
Clashing of the titans, bringin the excitement
Skipper’s no help if he isn’t on the boat,
Wanted to invite him, caught a tickle in my throat
And so the story goes, will she sink or will she float?
Hook x4
Wake up you were just starting to scream
Is it me or is this dream just a neverending nightmare?
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Heartless prod by Chesko
03:13
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Verse 1
Shirt off my back like I ain’t even need it
Dirt off my shoulders, yeah I already cleaned it
Bottom of the boulder, yeah I already seen it,
But I also seen the top when the journey’s completed
Never been a genius, far from a dummy
I don’t get how ones who cause the most pain
Claim they love me
So troubling, deception then despair
What’s troubling’s, apparent lack of care
Better grab a chair, I aint nowhere near done
Was prepared to dual swords then you shoot me with a gun
Straight stunned when I should’ve seen it comin,
Knowing something the most solid falls the hardest when it plummets
Wonder while I suffer and I contemplate the news,
If words don’t hurt then explain to me the bruise
Swallowing my heart, hanging by a noose
Didn’t wanna hear a lie but hate the truth
Hook x2
Life is feeling heavy and the road is getting hard
I don’t know if I’m gon’ make it very far
The world is out to get me, everybody tries to test me
Tell me how to live my life without a heart
Verse 2
Another day another dime,
More reflections of how I should’ve utilized my prime
Then again what is perception without time,
Who’s to say that either way wouldn’t pilgrimage to find
Utopian state of mind…
Euphoria, so glorious, vision so vivid
Talkin white sands and live bands, views so exquisite
Pushing all the throttles to the limit,
Let me be real, get caught up in my feels on the daily
What else do you expect, they out here tryna play me
Go and capitalize on my safety, guards down
Opened up so of course I’m the clown,
Hardee har har take a laugh at the joke
Not so funny when you’re running from a sleeping bear poked
Heart’s grown cold, couldn’t warm it with a coat
At a point where I am letting go of hope,
Burn up all the boats
Hook x2
Life is feeling heavy and the road is getting hard
I don’t know if I’m gon’ make it very far
The world is out to get me, everybody tries to test me
Tell me how to live my life without a heart
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Verse 1
Anxiety has lifted from the growing of the distance
Terms have been solidified, adapted to the change
So inside of me is different, more aware of my own wisdom
Done committing perjury, been lying to my own face
Fully engaged, observing my surroundings
A mouse in a maze, with time becomes no object
Made it through the puzzle, hopped the hurdles like a convict
Escaping on a break, turning back defeats the concept
A new mindset, brightness from the darkness
Take on any monster from a big foot to the Loch Ness
Broke the harness that restrained me to the pain
Deep breath, I relinquish the angst…
Take in the new day, see life for what it’s worth
Love deep with what beats under my shirt,
Finally I learned, it’s alright to put myself first
Curving all the thoughts of the hurt, behind her brown eyes
Hook x2
Wanna get to know me it’s all hidden in my (brown eyes)
A wise mind lies behind the girl’s (brown eyes)
Soul that takes a toll but keeps it hidden with her (brown eyes)
An aura that glows, a never ending sunshine
Verse 2
Know that I am awesome even if don’t always see it,
And often times the emptiness is company I’m keeping
It’s no secret, show my feelings on my sleeve
Only problem is I’m in a hoodie (haha)
And yeah I’m clever, use my humor as a shield
Crack a joke to ease the pain that I feel…
The new normal, life’s not made of portals
But I’m steady on a search to find the cure to be immortal
Won’t mind the getting older if I knew I’d never die,
Plenty of time to say the words on my mind
Beyond her brown eyes, lies a gentle tigress
Useless by herself, lack of pride, a lone lioness
Lack a crew of mateys though she’ll always be a pirate
Embracing, not escaping, cuz she finally sees what time it is
If it’s not obvious that means her time is now
Bright sky, take a steer by the clouds
Hook x2
Wanna get to know me it’s all hidden in my (brown eyes)
A wise mind lies behind the girl’s (brown eyes)
Soul that takes a toll but keeps it hidden with her (brown eyes)
An aura that glows, a never ending sunshine
Verse 3
As ironic as a lion who is silent,
Or as vicious as a clashing of a viking and a titan,
Mental’s indecisive, rather I cannot decide it
So my insides kick and scream, while my tongue is in a vice grip
Eyelids hide surprises cuz my vibe is mesmorizing,
And evokes a sense of hope, no one longer feels the sidekick
Still I hide it, rather guard it with a key
So they feel as if they know me yet convey a sense of mystery
And I can’t lie, sometimes the shield withers
Coldest of the winters, feel my bones begin to shiver
Next day a display, fairies, unicorns and rainbows
See the day glow, melt away the snow
One, two, now be one with the flow
And so the story goes, another lost soul
Deeper story than a cover could hold
And through my brown eyes my story is told
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Verse 1
Be the ones who deceive, call you they peoples,
Need a gate to escape from all this evil
Appear to be strong but my head is marked feeble
So easily adjust and give support like I’m an easel
Paint a canvas, depressive into manic
Try to take advantage of the way my cards were handed
But with every few steps, I fall backwards
Definition of next to me is hazard
Running out of breath as I try to get my point across
Yearn to be heard but the message keeps getting lost,
No one hears me, fewer understand
How the girl can be cheery, flip the switch into a mad man
Mind’s filled with charts, news clippings of the sort
Headshots marked with darts, amongst the dark
Invited to embark on a journey through my thoughts,
All I need is a friend who is genuine,
Not to disrespect the ones who’s currently there
How’s a girl so vibrant, instantly become silent
When it finally becomes her turn to open and share…
Close the door back, add the padlock
Douse with kerosene then strike the matchbox,
Sit back indulge, as flames engulf
Fire’s taking over me, suddenly controlling me
Gotta get a hold of me, this isn’t how it’s s’posed to be
Hook x2
Ready to handle whatever life brings,
Tryna get to where the side’s green,
But it gets harder every time that I breathe,
All I need is someone to believe
Verse 2
Visions of my wisdom growing further in the distance
Try to reach it but don’t think I’ll ever make it,
Lost amongst my travels is the safety of my blanket
Insecurities start to take a toll,
And the fare’s hiked up bout three times fold
Not to mention bridge is home to a troll,
Only way to get across but I’m afraid being alone
Lord if you can hear me, let your presence be known
Need a push to get over the hump…
Try to scream but my throat has a lump,
As my heartbeat pumps my anxiety rises
Blood pressure climbing, no sun on the horizon
So resort to kill the thoughts with a bottle,
That’s reliable with volume as the answer to my problems,
Don’t tell me, I’m the first to know it don’t work
Temporarily it guides me through the hurt,
I’m a prisoner to words, where’s the shackles?
Fighting through the battle, grow weaker every tackle
Tired of the beef, I ain’t talkin bout cattle
So I gear up for the ride, no surprise, there’s no saddle
As expected, knew the road would be rough
Tempted to give up because at times seems too tough
All I need to know is how I should adjust,
Tell me how to judge because I often mistrust
Hook x2
Ready to handle whatever life brings,
Tryna get to where the side’s green,
But it gets harder every time that I breathe,
All I need is someone to believe
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