Verse 1
Shirt off my back like I ain’t even need it
Dirt off my shoulders, yeah I already cleaned it
Bottom of the boulder, yeah I already seen it,
But I also seen the top when the journey’s completed
Never been a genius, far from a dummy
I don’t get how ones who cause the most pain
Claim they love me
So troubling, deception then despair
What’s troubling’s, apparent lack of care
Better grab a chair, I aint nowhere near done
Was prepared to dual swords then you shoot me with a gun
Straight stunned when I should’ve seen it comin,
Knowing something the most solid falls the hardest when it plummets
Wonder while I suffer and I contemplate the news,
If words don’t hurt then explain to me the bruise
Swallowing my heart, hanging by a noose
Didn’t wanna hear a lie but hate the truth
Hook x2
Life is feeling heavy and the road is getting hard
I don’t know if I’m gon’ make it very far
The world is out to get me, everybody tries to test me
Tell me how to live my life without a heart
Verse 2
Another day another dime,
More reflections of how I should’ve utilized my prime
Then again what is perception without time,
Who’s to say that either way wouldn’t pilgrimage to find
Utopian state of mind…
Euphoria, so glorious, vision so vivid
Talkin white sands and live bands, views so exquisite
Pushing all the throttles to the limit,
Let me be real, get caught up in my feels on the daily
What else do you expect, they out here tryna play me
Go and capitalize on my safety, guards down
Opened up so of course I’m the clown,
Hardee har har take a laugh at the joke
Not so funny when you’re running from a sleeping bear poked
Heart’s grown cold, couldn’t warm it with a coat
At a point where I am letting go of hope,
Burn up all the boats
Hook x2
Life is feeling heavy and the road is getting hard
I don’t know if I’m gon’ make it very far
The world is out to get me, everybody tries to test me
Tell me how to live my life without a heart
Philly producer with a notable list of clients drops self-released rap album that's heavy on the soul and jazz flavor. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 13, 2015